i have abandoned u for almost a year....gosh......u havent heard me ranting ever since i started working in a new hospital have you?
well, time to give you some CPR........ready?
very touching ceremonies too.......its these times that i wonder about the white dress and whether i will ever have the chance of wearing one.
When i looked back.......yup........life has been hard for me for the past 6 years...true....i have been alone with all the struggles of life, ups and downs.....but hey......i met so many ji mui along the way that cares so much for me and when my psychologist asked me to share who my support group people are..........i find them...........not just the girls in the pics.........my besties cy,chelfi, ls.........u guys will always be my besties.......going further maylyn n whye san....yea...i think so .....if i do one day get a chance to wear a white dress.......i've got my girls.......but unfortunately...some really too far le........need to save up so can sponsor u all.......
Gosh...suddenly i am planning my wedding pulak.........here's the catch...got no one to marry to......hahaha....wat a joke.........for a person whose lfie is so bleak at the moment..........i really needed something or someone to look forward to...........
maybe i try to hard....because i feel so tired now........i'm sorry for trying to hard to find someone that i can love and that loves me back. i will stop now for a rest and just let it be. accept when it comes and when it doesnt...i should spend my time doing something else better or risk being hurt over and over again...........again
Wish me luck bloggie dear. besides this attempt to revive u...i am also going to try and revive myself
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