if i die young

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger,
I've never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand,
There's a boy here in town who says he'll love me forever,
Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well,
I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls 

weddings

Weddings are just so lovely.....especially when u took time off from work to prepare for it. its was very refreshing to go home for lunch and then sleep after it, wake up and then pamper yourself at a hair salon with treatment and setting ur hair nicely before going for the wedding....

Too bad i didnt have time to go for makeup which ended in a very bad makeup despite nice hair......a suitable caption for this photo: so bored that i took a pic of my ugly self in the toilet..

Also, weddings can get a bit....sien after sittting there for sometime esp if you have no one you know around to talk to...so...i went for a walk............i couldnt get close enuf to the lovely bride so i took a pic of her lovely pic....love that dress in the pic

and then, viola, i caught the BRIDE!!finally!!i stopped her and took this close up...love that dress Celine!!



Since i was late, i ended up sitting with ...........................

instead of sitting with ......................

or

But it was still fun.....we get the last dish to ourselves because all the doctors left early *wink*

At 10.30 pm i was driving myself home...then a thought struck me...its a friday night...i got all dressed up....i shouldnt be going home to sleep at 10.30pm...so i called my pal Edmund to check if he was interested to go out for a couple of drinks.......but he was in the CINEMA. so i thought to myself...ok...i'll go grab a starbuck at auto city...what a surprise i got when i got to auto city

There was a FUNFAIR going on.....fanstastic...its been years since i've been to one.....

Seeing this particular swing ride bought back memories............my first ride was in genting with my cousin Sheryl....she sat through it smiling while i screamed.........................those were the days...there were also bumper cars................which reminded me of the last time i played in one....and whom i played with............

Memories began to haunt me...i wish they would just stay as memories but often these things are really vivid when they feel like it....jumping out at you unexpectedly and hurting your feelings all over again....looking back....i never really stopped looking for someone like him...the person who gave me the most happiness i had in my miserable life and then left me, making my life even more miserable than it was............its like that song by adele.............

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.

I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded

That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

Don't forget me, I beg

I remember you said,

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,

i also saw a friend that i have lost through my stupidity and outspokenness...at least i think i did........at first, i thought it was just 日有所思夜有所梦.................i thought it was a dream so i told myself...................you need to get that starbucks...................

I did...............and then i thought i saw a ghost or rather the dream again at starbucks!!gosh...twice in one night....it couldnt be a dream...though i did not pinch myself i did drink my fave green tea frappa with whipped cream, so it couldnt be a dream.....

then again....when i think about it.....its pretty sad really....i thought i had a good friendship  but friendship like most other things in this world...turns into dust once the tables are turned.................i went home singing this song...................................

愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分 但是我還奮不顧身

overall it was a great night and i am really happy for Celine...may happy days follow today my friend and i hope you like my gift. and sorry for not picking you up kamini..you look great by the way!