Tuesday, March 6, 2012

I am your angel

No mountain's too high for you to climb
All you have to do is have some climbing faith, oh yeah
No river's too wide for you to make it across
All you have to do is believe it when you pray

And then you will see, the morning will come
And everyday will be bright as the sun
All of your fears, cast them on me
I just want you to see

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel

And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel, I'm your angel

I saw your teardrops and I heard you cry
All you need is time, seek me and you shall find
You have everything and you're still lonely
It don't have to be this way, let me show you a better day

And then you will see, the morning will come
And all of your days will be bright as the sun
So all of your fears, just cast them on me
How can I make you see?

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
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I am your angel

And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel, I'm your angel

And when it's time to face the storm
I'll be right by your side
Grace will keep us safe and warm
And I know we will survive

And when it seems as if your end is drawing near
Don't you dare give up the fight
Just put your trust beyond the sky

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel

And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel

And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I'm your angel

Friday, March 2, 2012

Who am i?

Its one of these days when i wonder...who am i..........sure.....i'm use to picking up the phone and saying yes this is penny the pharmacist........but am i really a pharmacist?sometimes i wonder......

just like today...i realised that when looking at a prescription of 300mg bpenV for a 3 year old child and not realising what the problem was.........seeing my superiors picking out newbies to be their successor and realising i was never on the list or even when counselling patients that i couldnt even do properly, the basic skills that a pharmacist needs to have.....

then there was this horrible presentation.........one that i have been preparing for 3 months and still in the end i have absolutely no idea what i was saying and was basically just reading from the slides blindly......i have never been so under prepared in my whole life.....

then, there is a question and answer session.........pediatric doses for things like piriton, prednisolone, salbutamol even, i do not know.......what do i know??everyday i go to work.....am i being a health hazard to all my patients?

then there is the issue of patients. when it comes to expensive medications, who will decide which patient deserve better?does everything have to come in a first come first served basis?the world is unfair...in the world of medicine, is it fair the earlier bird gets the fattest juiciest worms?or does the richer and more educated can demand for a better treatment while others who are not so fortunate deal with what they have?

how long can i continue life like this?what can i do to become better?i use to placate myself by saying, everyday i am improving............but am i?these are one of the days when i am so glad i never chose to become a doctor because i am sure i will be one of those who end up killing all my patients.......